"I am you, Tanya," she said and then was gone, her words an echo in the crackling of the fire.+++ The sun was streaming in through the bay window when...I woke up. I sat up, trying to stretch out the crick in my neck from sleeping on the couch. What a strange dream. Or was it a dream at all? I felt odd, almost relieved. As though a great weight had been lifted. She had been right, I was afraid. I had come so far and yet I was still so afraid. Afraid of my own successes. Afraid that it could all. Semester time lo vadu combined studies kosam valla intiki rammannadu, nenu valla intiki velli chaduvukovadam start chesanu. Apudu college ki preparation holidays rojantha valla inti dagare undevallam.Valla amma ki koncham chinna vayasulone pelli cheseyadam valano emo ipudu chudadani young ga untundhi, teliyani vallu chuste friend valla akka ani anukunela anna mata. Konni sarlu valla ammani chustunte akkade langa etthi dengalanentha kasi vachestundedhi, control chesukolekapoyavadini. Valla batha. Where to start, where to start… Well, lets start with me. The names Hayden, Im 17, and I have 3 brothers. Shane, the oldest, is 25. John, the second oldest, is 21, and my little brother Ryan, is 11. My life is pretty much as normal as it gets outside of my house and at school, but at home its completely different. Only Ryan and I live at home, Shane and John are independent. I really dont have much of a sexual life. I have a friend who is a girl, Vanessa, who is extremely attractive, about 58,. We walked down a narrow corridor which led to a red steel door. As our usher opened it, there was a stairway leading down to another section and I can hear enchanted music coming from the distance. All this time I was wondering how did Shania know about this place and was able to gain access to what seemed to be V.I.P.?Before I could even start to make logic of things we had passed a number of closed doors and reached to the one that was ours, as we entered the usher holding the door open for.