” I blurted it out. “All this time I have thought of it as a mask, a mask I had to remain behind at all costs.”“But you couldn’t at all ti...es, could you? It was too exhausting to always be in control, to be someone you weren’t. That’s why you did these things, isn’t it? You pretended you weren’t sexual but you are very sexual. You pretended to be dominant in your life but you really just wanted someone to take charge of you, to be the dominant one.” I nodded. Yes, it was true. All of. The next moment she moved her head and opened her mouth trying to get it all in. This so damn erotic, such a fantasy come true, I wonder if anybody was watching us in one of the other rooms.After I had finished, Jill thanked me over and over and was ecstatic that I made her dream come true.“Why don’t you tune the Tv to one of the room channels so we can see what the others are doing and so they can watch us”, Jill said.“Ha ha, the camera was already on Jill, they might have seen us already”, I. Mark gets four, but has only filled three slots. Jessica has two slots, but three people she's hoping to take. She's going to test again on her birthday. Jason has me and one other, but she's not here." One of my ladies isn't here either," I said."Ladies?" Kelsey screeched out playfully. "Did you hear that Matti? Your brother called me a lady. Do you think it's a lady of quality?" More like lady of the evening," Millicent said with a giggle. "Or you will be once you test." Test?" Cassidy. Another two large boxes of shoes had to remain in storage in the garage. What is it about women and their love of shoes?We took one long final look around Kathy's old place to check for forgotten and overlooked items and then I escorted her to the rental office so that she could turn in her keys and leave a forwarding address so that she could receive her security deposit back. We were both poor enough at the moment that getting that $400 dollars returned in a week or two was worth the.