The next 9 months he waited on her hand and foot taking birthing classes and all painting a room buying toys and clothes almost everyday. A few days b...fore the baby was due Hank came to his office "RICK MY FRIEND HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE HAVING A BABY?" then "YOU LIKE YOUR JOB HERE RIGHT? I MEAN YOU WOULDN'T LEAVE WOULD YOU?" Why would ask that Hank I love it here never leaving no matter what! GREAT GO BE WITH THAT MOMMY THEN and Rick went home. Roxy was on the phone as he came in and she was. . didn't you?" Yeah, yeah, but..."Trevor waited, watching her reaction. From time to time he glanced at Sue, wondering how she would handle the situation. She stood still, impervious to it all. Her eyes were on Trevor, vacant eyes."Trevor, what's going on? I don't understand. Are you playing a trick on me?" No. I didn't know how to explain what you saw. Well, I knew, but I didn't think you would believe me. Sometimes I don't believe it." He turned to Sue and said, "Go wait in my bedroom. Give. She hadn't said a word to me all morning as we got ready for school or even in the car, which is beyond even her usual state of introversion. I wondered what she remembered of last night. Was she feeling the same doubts I was? Was she feeling ashamed that it had happened, maybe even regretted it? Maybe it had just been his dream all along, and she was just wondering why I was acting so strange this morning? I tried to shake my anxieties and get myself ready for school.It must have been the. This is very important. You keep this special soaking pad and wear it for the next couple of days whenever you go out of the ashram. Guru-ji handed me over a small white square-shaped cotton pad, which looked like a big handkerchief folded to form a square. Maya was in a dilemma what to do exactly with it though Guru-ji said to 'wear it'. --------------Now FurtherMaya: How do I wear this Guru-ji? Maya probably asked the silliest question of her life! Guru-ji: Maya, I already told you that I.