So anyway we both would try talking with guys online and try feeling them out such as their personality and such. She didn't want talked to in a degra...ing way and she didn't want the "thug" personalities. One night we went out with some friends to a "swinger" bar. There we met a black guy who was friends with our friends that we were hanging out with that night. Now of course after a few drinks Jennifer was being a bit flirty. We had all been playing pool and after we finished a game she went. I told Andrew, "You know there is a good steak house for a late evening snack here. Want to come?"Andy, Loney, and I went to the steak house we knew had good meat. I didn't have but a sixteen-ounce steak, but I ate everything else they gave me. We even split a bottle of red wine that was of dubious quality according to Loney, who was the expert. He bragged that he had been studying under Joe the last two off-seasons.I called the girls once back at the hotel, and told them that I had a room full. I flipped onto my back and stared in sheer terror at the beast towering above me. It was huge. Its entire body remained bathed in darkness, but I could clearly picture its hideous face in my minds eyes. It was horrific. Its yellow eyes remained fixed on me as its lips curled into a snarl, strands of drool hanging from its sharp teeth. Part of me knew this was a fantasy, which meant I had nothing to fear. That did little to calm the terror I felt. Another part was turned on by the entire ordeal.. I still stand by whatI said about how you're exactly what I expect Kimberley Jacobs to belike. You don't care what you do to Anthony. And you don't care what youdo to Damon. You only care about yourself." You don't know anything about me. You've wanted nothing to do with me.I've spent my life caring about people. You're the one who screws onehalf of a broken hearted couple out of all you can. And you get all highand mighty? You're a hypocrite in so many ways." It was the second timeI'd called.