I’ll give you some time’ and I scrambled out of the room. I went back to the bar but the group had dispersed, so I just sat at the bar and ordered...a drink while I tried to figure this out. I thought of all the things I should have done or said. You know how you always think of a lot of good comebacks AFTER the situations is over. Why didn’t I just get naked and climb into bed or better yet, climb into their bed? Why didn’t I at least ask if I could join them? If I had learned one thing about. She never saw any of the ‘signs’ other women spoke of. Had she been so blind? She hadn’t even asked who the woman was. She had just merely closed her heart and mind off to the man she loved when he admitted the affair to her. Everything went fuzzy after that. She couldn’t focus on anything else he was saying. She thought this thing happened twenty years into a marriage, not two years. He was on his knees and said he was sorry. She saw the tears in his eyes as he said still loved her, but her. Believe me, it wasn't easy to learn to drink your piss, but I learned to love it. It's not for everybody, it's ok." But I wanted..." she blubbered. "But I tried, I wanted to make up for it, and to make it fair, and I can't, I just can't..." she trailed off into sobs, tears trickling from the corners of her eyes."It's ok, Mari, you're so wonderful for trying. Really it's ok. Maybe we can try something else," I mused. "What if we..."She opened her eyes to look at me searchingly. My cock was still. .and the babysitter. Where would one display such a thing? Not to be defeated I again jumped into Amazon head first and found the correct item. The life like vibrating Clone A Willy. Upon receiving it in the mail I was thrilled. Why? Well, while waiting for the two day shipping I practiced due diligence and researched the process. Using the two most common research tools, Google and YouTube, I discovered that success is not guaranteed. In fact, more often than not, the only guarantee is a mess.