I would pay for the repairs, and no one else would have to know about our accident.*****RJ was awake when I got to the hospital. It would’ve been mo...e of a blessing if he hadn’t been. His left arm and both legs were in casts. The one around his arm extended from just beneath his shoulder all the way to his wrist. His doctor explained to me, because my brother couldn’t get the words out, that it was broken it in 3 places. Extending from the row of bandages around his chest was a long, thin cut. Yeah, yeah like that..." he's telling me. I gag as quietly as possible, and he pulls back. With just the head in my mouth now, I take a breath. "Again" he orders, and he pushes in. I start to resist him, not sure I'm ready to go again. "Come on, my little slut, take it all down" he persuades. Calling me "his" slut compels me to do it again, and again, and again. "Put your nose on my belly, come on..." he pushes me. I close my eyes tightly, knowing that they're going to tear up. In my mind I'm. My overactive libido would be on overdrive and the worst thing was because she was married to my uncle I shouldn’t even notice her in that way. I decided to spend as little time there as possible. With work and hanging with my friends I could keep busy and just sleep there. But tonight I didn’t feel like going anywhere.I had worked earlier today and I had work tomorrow morning so I decided to just chill. I found an empty drawer and put my clothes there and then put my toiletries in the. How could anyone just kill a baby, let alone their own baby? She shook her head sadly, looking at her little boy. ‘What do you think of mommies who put their babies in garbage cans, little man?’ she asked him. Kyle dislodged her finger from his mouth, smiled, smacked his lips and, with a blast of the butt trumpet, soiled his diaper. * * * * * * * Nearly nineteen years later, on December 20th, 2003, a much older Kyle drove his Chevy pick-up onto a campus lane guarded by massive pines, each.