If I was going to turn over a new leaf, and try to be open and truly honest with my potential partners, I needed to acknowledge this part of me. Let i... out, and learn how to engage it.Suddenly I realized what was so terrifying about being myself. I was petrified about letting the dominant part of me out. What if they thought I was sick. What if they laughed. Worst of all, what if I hurt somebody? Jesus. That would destroy me.But I was stuck on the horns of a dilemma. I couldn't go back to how I. One night I was lying beside my husband and he was telling me what to make for dinner. He told me a few of his friends were going to come to diner and afterwards play cards. I said “Yes dear, I will be ready for them” He replied “I need you to wear something sexy and stay out of the room while we play”. I knew my place so I did as I was told. I made rice with a game hen for each of them. I also tossed a nice salad and served sake with the meal. I had a bottle for each one and a small. I have it all on tape. After you apologized to me by letting me fuck your ass, you happily ate pussy, sucked titties, and even rimmed Kimberlys asshole. Donna flushed. I was a bimbo then. It just seemed so…fun. I couldnt help myself. And if you want to be a bimbo again, then you need to apologize to me, I moaned, squeezing my large tits. My pussy itched. I squirmed on the bed. Come on, Donna. Apologize with that beautiful mouth of yours. Just dig your face in there and lick my pussy clean.. He could feel me almost pulling him into me and he just went deeper and harder with each stroke in and out of me. He and I were grunting and moaning as one as he fucked me good and hard. I could feel myself about to cum and I shouted that out and that must have been the catalyst because he just went harder and deeper in me then even you had. My god it felt good and I told him not to cum in me again that I wanted him to cum on me like you had. I had liked that a lot it had felt so dirty but I.