'OK! OK! Sie sind ein Zauberer! Ich glaube ihnen, aber machen Sie dass sofort r?ckg?ngig!' schrie ich vor entsetzen.'Ich w?rde noch lauter schreien!' ...ischte mich der Zauberer an. Er machte eine fl?chtige Handbewegung ?ber mein Gesicht und alles war wieder beim Alten.'Ich bem?he mich nicht aufzufallen und unser Gespr?ch mit aller notwendigen Diskretion zu f?hren und du schreist hier herum! Willst du nun meine Hilfe oder nicht, entscheide dich! Alles kannst du nicht bekommen, ich bin im Urlaub. I feared that he may become a alcoholic and as he went to bars he may get into another bad habit of sleeping with bar girls also. So, I thought how on earth I could help him to minimize his sorrows and tension. One day he came home totally drunk I helped him from the door to the bedroom. I started to open his shoes and pants and tried to make him feel relax, by the way I was wearing only a thin nighty upto my knees (never wore bra & panty at home). I was caressing him inorder to make him. She got a little help from one of the technical production assistants, a guy dressed in a black coverall. They put the thing down on the floor in the middle of the play space, right in front of Vera. Then the assistant pushed it forward in between Vera's legs. It was basically a steel beam that measured about 7 feet in length and was about two inches wide and five inches high. At a quarter of the length it featured a smaller but wider crossbeam that measured about two feet in length, was the. Available? To men, to use you?" All three holes?" Belle smiled. "I'm probably not the right person to ask. I actually like being used. I like to be hurt, did you know that?" You do? I wondered why you kept getting, well, there were those clamp things on your nipples, and I could hear you being spanked sometimes. Other stuff, too." I confess, I'd quite like to ride the wooden pony, too." Really? That sort of thing frightens me." It should. I didn't realise before, but pain ... pain helps me.