Only four or so years older than I, the difference was a chasm then. As you may recall, an older sister, Janine, had chanced to come into Kelly's room...while she was rubbing my penis. That led to Janine getting involved in our escapades. It became a threesome after that.After Kelly left for college, Janine and I continued our liaisons in her room until my parents moved in one of the little sisters, Sandra, to share her room. That caused us to resort to the barn or a field to continue our sex. "It would have to be someone who can do the job well, you know, be gentle and give me some pleasure in the process." Hmm, that's an interesting idea, but you can't ask for references, like the names of other satisfied girls they have already deflowered. And you can't let them do a dry run and select the most suitable one based on the results. I suppose, it would have to be a best guess selection from the small group of boys you know."As I thought about the boys I knew who might be worth. I did tell Emma about her in my letters and she suggested that I should try to seduce her; she thought I had the opportunity to seduce a real virgin, but I was still too shy to make the first move. In my letters to Emma I told her about some of the other girls too, and how the friendships were forming, there began to be a kind of click with some, they would use strong language, tell, dirty jokes etc. but other than that seemed to be OK... However there was one bad incident I witnessed. There. The throbbing in my arm reminded me that I was due for a pill. It tookme a minute to remember what I'd done with them. Oh yeah... leaving myhospital room this morning, I realized I didn't have any pockets. Mywallet, keys, phone and pills were all in Kelly's purse. It took a fewseconds of digging around before I found my prescription. I dry-swallowed a pill just as Kelly was getting back in the car.Putting my pills away, I held up her purse. "I guess I'm going to needone of these." They do come.