For the next hour we tried to beat the living crap out of each other. We both landed some excellent hits; without the protective gear anyone on the re...eiving end would have been in a world of hurt. We took a water break and then went did a rehearsal of some of the things I wanted to incorporate in the rape prevention seminar.After we had finished Lorrie said, "You two play for keeps! I have never seen anything like that in real life. To be hit hard enough to be kicked off your feet and still be. "Jackie looked at me and said, "Never ... Anyway, where do you fit in?" I'm the leader, my wife's the deputy leader and Graham is in charge of defence. We had another visit from the gang two days ago and lost a villager to a lucky shot. Graham decided to follow them and try to finish them off. The way they were dressed had convinced him they hadn't come far."It had taken an hour to get everyone prepared for the journey and we had two hours of daylight left. I hurried everyone up. Then Dan came. I pulled out a peach shell and decided on a light green lace bra and thong. I pulled my lingerie on. Stumbling as I pulled the thong up and adjusted it in my ass. I was shaking! Not only was I going out in public which I had only done a handful of times before, but I was going out in broad daylight to a tech conference! Would people know? What would happen if they did? Who cares right?! I can pull it off pretty good and did my best. I clasped the bra in place and with my special little adhesive. You tried that. How well did it work out for you?”“Not very well.”“Exactly. Jennifer had similar struggles. Lauren will as well. Ultimately, everyone does. We’re only truly healthy when we are happy with our choices in that regard.”“Are you happy with your choices?”I nodded, “Yes, but that doesn’t mean that it’s all been a bed of roses. There have been problems with the outside world and problems in my marriage. Jessica, Kara, and I are seeing a marriage counselor and probably will be for some.