I WON'T go back to Florida... I'll have to find a job, and I don't know if I can do that... not unless it's something like that perverted modeling job..... Tears began to sting behind her eyelids as the miserable nineteen year old threw her paperback book across the room and reached for the wine bottle. Then, before she could pour her fourth glass of mind-deadening alcohol, the sound of the doorbell pierced through her dismal reverie."It's Larry!" she whispered to herself. "Oh God - he's drunk,. Andall the time I'd been having hair removal, and taking the hormonesregularly. And then starting this longer term relationship with Jillianand going with her to the movie set. And now it's been almost four moremonths. About seven months being here as well as on HRT. Where does thetime go, I wonder?I'm not much of one to dwell on photos of the past, but I do have apicture from just before I met Jillian, and I had Thad take one of me theother day, and looking at both of them on the computer,. My time was running out.“I could give your neck a massage if your interested, I used to do it part-time” I stammered as he slowed to stop at his door.“Really, you were a masseuse?”‘WAS, being the past tense”“Ok – I’ll take you up on it, my room or yours?”“Happy with yours” I said, as he opened the door and let me in.“Do you want a drink” he asked, “I’m having a scotch”“Sure” I said, as he quickly retrieved the scotch from his minibar and poured them out.He moved the desk chair out and sat down.. He also noted the following Friday, April 22, was Earth Day, and decided the day following that, since it would be Saturday, would be a good time to take Donna and the kids on an outing to the zoo as a celebration of the occasion. It was one of the favorite places of Kerry and Kate — his daughter especially liked Monkey Island — and they hadn’t been there since the previous fall. Shauna Stevens, the young African-American girl who was Katie’s best friend and whom they were fostering, had never.