I just wanted to remind you that I am here to take care of all your needs when you want me. And you could be taking care of some of mine. I would even...make love to you now, but not until we have time to talk to Cadence. It's one thing to agree in theory. Another entirely to have your mother fucking your boyfriend," Lisa said. "As to Legs—can you believe that name?—what happens on Chaos and all that. We'll be here for at least a month. If you want her and she wants you, what difference than if. Moira wouldn't want something so impersonal.Kate had been getting fucked, I realized. I'd never understood the word like that before. Kate was getting fucked, but Moira would want to be loved. I wanted to be loved.My imagination raged, picturing the two of them – Gary and Moira – together. I could almost feel it. Tongues and caresses and – what would fucking feel like? No, what would loving feel like?With a panic, I realized I was playing with myself and moaning. And then I remembered that my. 30 pm and I had masturbated two times. I went back to sleep. This continued for a week, and I spent sleepless nights watching them. But suddenly, one night while I was watching, she caught me looking and just closed the window.I was so disappointed. I should have been careful, I kicked myself as on that night I was so excited seeing them in their act that I did not notice myself being caught. Then many times, I tried to pick a glance but no use. She was very innocent, beautiful and obeyed her. When I was drawing dicks on a paper thinking to myself that is looks so marvelous, so big.. so tasty. I would spend nights jerking of thinking of cocks and taste my precum. And each time I saw a porn-movie I wish I was the girl, sucking those big dicks, and with time my mind had become girlish. And I could feel the butterflies in my belly just waiting to feel a big dick smash against them from the backdoor, becoming a giggling little fucktoy when the butterflies got cum as nutrition. And then.