So what do I do?" First, you stop worrying about it today," I said. "Next, you need to remember to concentrate on school, during school. Then, once yo... stop allowing it to upset you so much, you need to sit down and ask yourself what you want. Decide how to picture any person going to the stars with you. Will they be a friend? Will they just be a pet? Do you want someone you can sit at a table and play games with? All of that will help you when you finally are at a pickup, and it's time to. ?Keerthi: No no, don’t think too much, it’s official meeting.Then I stopped roaming on clouds and came to my seat :P. As scheduled, I reached the meeting room by 6:30 PM and was waiting for other members. After 5 minutes, Keerthi came inside placed her laptop on the table and went outside stating that “rest of the people are joining soon”. I said, “No probs, will wait”. Within 2 minutes Keerthi came fast inside, closed the room door, locked the door from inside, and putting down the sunscreen. She had purchased the cane in Japan, some years ago. It was a single piece of carved whalebone, a little over three and a half feet from end to end. The handle was shaped specially to fit the fingers, and the grooves were narrow enough that she had known the first time she picked it up that it was designed to be wielded by a woman. Above and below the grip was a band which was intricately carved with ornate decorations.The cane itself was about two thirds of an inch across at the base, tapering. But I did not have too long to think as the beeper suddenly went off it was a message from Amy saying that she would be having me over tomorrow night Thursday night to entertain some 'POSH SLUT' V.I.P's and that I should get a package in the morning to wear, and I should arrive at 5:00pm sharp, lateness would not be tolerated.I was not in the mood for anything except sleep at this point, but I knew I had signed an agreement to be Amy's little slave for the next six months otherwise my life.