Anyway, this Thursday I was in for a bit of a disappointment and surprise because, on arriving at our usual rendezvous, the allotment hut, I knocked a... the door announcing my presence with the line;“Hey Badger, time to get your dibber in action and start prickling out,” and who opened the door but this other guy. I was knocking at the right door wasn’t I? That was the first thing that came into my mind but the guy laughed and said not to be alarmed, that he was Badger's brother, Mike, that. "O,Cmon", I said, "A girl that looks like you, must get opportunities for stuff like this all the time". This was the first time during the entire trip that I had said anything that acknowledged that she was an attractive woman. It seemed like a monumental moment for some reason. Like the moment the ice breaks. And the ice wasn't broken yet, but it was more like the first crack was forming. I was thinking how odd it was that in the less than an hour things were changing so rapidly. Her. He came in his pants.” I tried not to smile. “But you didn’t want him to?” “Well, yes, I did, I knew it made him happy and I didn’t want him going to someone else, like you, I guess, although I was thinking about Hayley mostly, and I liked the idea of it, and . . . I don’t know. That’s all, I guess.” I tried to remember what it was like to be a virginal sixteen year old girl. The lust and longing remained vivid, the confusion and heartache had blurred into the background. Mostly. “Is that. ”“Wow I never even thought about all that stuff.”“Well you shouldn’t have to Ashton. You’ve got your whole modeling stuff to worry about.”As Daniel said this I saw him look over at me then down to my swimsuit and then back towards the television. He tried to be subtle but I knew he was staring for a moment. My sister was pretty but it was obvious I was more attractive. I guess that’s why I became a model and she didn’t. Daniel’s friends always hit on me but Daniel was always good about.