You will always be in control and I will be there for you and if you want me to participate I will and if not I will just enjoy watching you have hot ...ex." I left it at that and she did not speak to me for several days."So Randy," she blurted at me as I was sipping my morning coffee, "you honestly think you could watch me have sex with another man and not get jealous and upset?" I know it is not going to be easy but I will adjust to it because I love you so much Lexis I just do not want you to. After thinking a lot I saw the watch, 3 hours had passed. I went downstairs into the living room and saw the kids watching T.V. like always.“Good afternoon Dad.” Carol said.“Ummm. Yeah, yeah Good afternoon” I said. I didn’t have the courage to scold them anymore. I really needed to talk to someone.“Yeah Dad, you are early today, when did you get back?” Kevin asked.“Just a few moments ago. One of our colleagues died and so I left early.”“O.K. It has been quite a while since you were free. "Ihave to know all about my new sissy boy," she said, as she slid down mypanties.After lowering my panties, she slowly looked down. Going slow so as tostretch out my discomfort. "Wow, I have seen babies with biggerequipment," she giggled.I couldn't hold it in anymore. It was to much. I started to cry.Reaching out, touching my cheek ever so gently she told me, "It's ok babyboy. Let it out. Have yourself a good little cry sissy." Then she wasgone. Back to her place in the middle of the. I remember the first time I had sex in the rain. I had just gotten back from a high school bagpipe band trip to Scotland, for 2 and a half weeks. Scotland is kind of a wet and rainy place, in case you didn't already know! I got off the plane, made it through all the security and stuff, picked up my bags, and headed outside. It was raining again!! As I walked over to the curb, my dad's big '96 Aerostar pulled up, and honked twice. I glanced that way, and I noticed that it wasn't my dad behind.