’ I cursed under my breath. She started to cry. ‘I’m so sorry.’ Her voice became very soft and high, like a small child. I tried to imagine wh...t terror she had undergone but couldn’t. I wanted to comfort her but found myself unable to do anything. No matter what I did, it would seem not enough. ‘I’m sorry. You have a life here and I can’t be part of it. I love you too much to take all that away from you. I’m sorry.’ ‘You had your turn, now it’s mine. I love you.’ She looked at me with a wistful. " You don't use drugs do you, cocaine, grass, anything like that?"He frowned. "No, never, are you worried I might go crazy and run amok?" No of course not but I checked the drugs cupboard in the infirmary andthere's morphine and syringes and if there's an accident and you are hurtand I gave you morphine and you had been popping pills or snorting coke Icould kill you or cause brain damage."He laughed. "Charlie, you should have been a doctor or nurse, it'ssomething I would never have thought. Aaisaa hi .. Bhianaa raas nikale.. Aur aap ka dood me. Bohat rasss bhara hai is liye yee itnw kadak kag rahe hai ab me inhe ache se nichodkar inhe naram karta hua ur fir khaa jataa hu..”Aur me fir se aunty ke dood ke upar toot pada aur jor jor se dabane aur chusne lagaa ek ek karke me aunty ke dono doodo ko ekdal lal kardiya tha daba kar chus ker.. Ab me niche jane lagaa .. Me apni keeb se doodo ke niche chatne lagaa aur fir aaisa krte karte me niche baitaa aur unke nabi ke upar aagaua aye use. I knew dad wasn't there, he was still at work for a few more hours. I didn't see Jessica as I walked in, so I started walking to my room to take a shower and relax. As I stepped out of the shower I heard Jessica say," When you get out I need your help ". I said through the door, "Ok, be out in a minute ". I quickly dried off and put on a pair of shorts. Even though I didn't jerk off in the shower , I could see my cock bulging some in my shorts, as I looked in the mirror, I had been thinking.