But this was something that a nice girl wouldn't do, so I reached around to push his head away. Just before I reached him, he got his nose inside my t...p pants, and his tongue went straight inside me. I froze again, but this time not in fear, but in pleasure. I didn't want to do a single thing that might scare him into stopping his tongue bath of my crotch. I buried my head again and squealed with delight.I became aware of a burning desire in my loins, a craving so strong I could do nothing to. Ben gave me my coat and pushed me out the door. It was dark out there, all the better considering how I looked. The walk is usually quiet and I have to pass under a couple of railway bridges, places where on a Saturday night seem the official outdoor toilet. God only knows what must happen there some nights.I was trying to keep the heels from echoing to much as I passed under the arches, there were a couple of guys taking a piss on the other side I looked away speeded up, but I bumped straight. I am so weary.Weary of killing, of sorrow and pain. Its a warriors lot of course, but that need not mean I enjoy it. All my family and most of my friends lay dead or enslaved due to the Saxon invader. I had seen the axe blows that cleaved their bodies. Buried the sun bloated stinking frames of what was once a living person. Held intestines in my hands as the person cried out, scared to die.As the tears flowed from my eyes, I passed it off to the abundant smoke billowing out from the gorged. I closed my eyes, took a couple of deep breaths and tried to calm down. I took a few more deep breaths and when I thought I could speak calmly I said, “I’ve never seen a boy naked. I want to see you with your clothes off. If you let me see you naked, I’ll get undressed. I’ll even let you touch me.”He’s looking at me skeptically. I can see that he’s trying to figure out what the gag is. He knows me well enough to know that I would never make such an outrageous offer. I’m still not sure that he.