" Okay. Have fun." It's not fun, John. It's work."I didn't look too out of place. There were plenty of people in the lobby, the restaurant, and the co...ference rooms, so that I could stay inconspicuous. There was a nice little pamphlet that showed the layout of all the hotel facilities. I wandered into the different rooms and stayed around the edges, looking over the crowd. I had no idea what I would do if Sarah saw me. I would figure that out if and when it happened. I found an events board. He didn’t know I had seen it all… He said nothing. A few minutes later I passed him again, stopping to ask if he had seen Molly. He said she’d gone home already. I asked when, and he said a couple of hours before. I bout exploded, he was lying to me. Was he ashamed, embarrassed? Or was I completely mistaken, had he known the whole time that it was her and not me? I headed upstairs to wait for him to come to bed so that we could talk. After an hour I went looking, he was taking a shower. Walking through the crowded smoky bar, the dapper dressed young man waved at a couple of friends and stopped beside one of the card tables to talk with someone that he knew quiet well. An inside bouncer came from behind the bar and stood beside the card table with his arms folded across his huge chest as if to say 'keep moving'. Recognizing that his time in the bar was extremely limited and that his every movement was being constantly monitored, Fast Eddie headed straight toward the office at. . Well okay I'll admit it, I was scared, but I was also nervous. "Jenny, baby, we don't have to do this if you're not ready," he said to me even though his eyes were dark with need. "No... I want to," I said, trying to sound convincing but even I heard the shaking in my voice. I just hope he thought it was the nerves because it was the nerves in my body. "Jenny..." Douglas said to me as he got up to a sitting position on the bed turning my face to look at him. "I love you, and because of.