I know less about myself than he does. I eat the porridge hungrily, and drink as much of the water as I can, even though I sometimes worry because I d...n’t know how many calories flavored water has. But not eating it all, or drinking it all, would be an insult to his efforts. I’m so extremely privileged to be so cared for, and I need to trust that he will always give me the right amount, and if I did eat too much … He would probably have something that took a lot of energy in mind… I drift in. " My lurid porn-fired imagination took over, and I suddenly imagined sweet Cindy in S&M gear or something. "Like what?"She shuddered at the memory. "He wanted me to... do it with him. And I just wasn't ready for that. And other things... to him. I don't want to feel that kind of pressure from you."Don't sit in my lap and you won't feel the pressure, I thought. "I don't want to do anything you don't want to do," I lied. "But I really like you and I'd really like to kiss you." I want to kiss you,. ”Most of Miss Kelly’s and Jack’s sexual adventures had taken place on an oversized examination table in the special room set aside in Robert’s mansion for Jack’s training sessions. Robert had originally attempted to somewhat duplicate the examination room at the doctor’s office where Miss Kelly worked. But at some point Robert had a king sized bed moved into the oversized room and that’s where the three of them were currently situated. Miss Kelly had disrobed and now all three were naked and. As time went by, she was getting more and more free with me. I guess I behaved nicely, that is why. We talked about my relationship (love, sex etc), the spark that was missing in her married life… Especially after saransh!! Her voice had become dull and her face down due to all this conversation..So I just went to console her saying that everything will be fine…. This and that..As she looked up to me for saying something, we both realized that there was only an inch gap between our lips… I.