"No, I just liked hanging out with my friend." I said."Well now I'm going to hang out with my girlfriend after school, most days, so we probably can't...hang out that much."I felt rejected. At first I thought that it was just because he didn't like me anymore, but then I realized, I would miss sucking his cock. Since we had started this, I had taken interest in porn more, and had seen some of the other boys naked after gym, and even though I wasn't really looking, I could definitely tell that. If you can’t fuck me, then there must be people I’ve irritated or who are naturally into taking someone by force. People who wouldn’t mind that neither of us is open or connected.”“I don’t think ... no, I couldn’t submit to that.”“No. Be my safety. Encourage them to use me. Let them know what they want is okay. Help them.”“There seems to be nothing of safety in what you propose.”“Keep my body safe, sure.”“Submitting to that without strength will rip you apart.”“I’ll try to heal.”He glared. “If. ." Beat you!" Said a now more than tipsy Jane. "Eight, including your brother." She grinned wildly. This was titillating and with her inhibitions loosened by the alcohol Jane was just beginning to feel what she called frisky."Five before I married and nine since." Tara finished as if Jane had never spoken. "And before tonights out I'd like to get into double figures."Jane tried hard to work out if Tara was joking or not, but when Tara said no more and just stared intently at her Jane decided. "I felt that it was okay. I fuck other guys, but it isn't this intense usually. But now it's done, and John has been to our house once since then. We had sex, he was nice, just regular sex, but he asked for Stefan not to be there when he came over. He wants to see me on a regular basis, and I am fine with that. He thinks that I am nice and pretty. He doesn't know that his brother pissed in my mouth, I guess," said Ivana with an insecure smile.“Eventually, some people working on board figured.