The snowfall had slowly receded by now. She didn't wear any bra like I imagined. As the dress came sliding off her soft cold skin, I noticed the da...k pantie she wore. It was actually a velvet violet shade pantie with floral frills. Her pubes didn't pop out like expected but I felt her vagina lightly. It was the best feeling in a long time. It's been around a few weeks since I touched one and it was a totally ugly and hairy one; it belonged to that wretched whore of a music teacher. That is a. He put your woman's mind inside the bodyof a man and he won't answer any of your prayers, your pleas for help andmercy.You've tried living as a man but it's not you, it's a lie. People expectyou to be what they see, but you're sick of living that lie for them.How can you keep lying to the world and denying who you really are?You've tried to kill yourself; maybe you'll be born 'right' next time?You're just so lost and in pain that you can't think properly anymore.You read an article about a new. “Did you boys enjoy the party last week, when we sold the sex toys? That evening with those sexy girls, when you both got to strip naked for them?”I wondered what was coming, perhaps another party which I would love. “If you want us to do it again then I will, what about you, Mike?”Mike smiled, “Yes lets do it, the sooner the better.”Jan looked at Sally, “You tell them Sal, what Sue asked. You promised me you would.”Sally slowly, and carefully put down her glass of wine. She coughed, and then. And I was; it was hard to not be thinking about a little later when I’d truly be ‘with’ her in our hotel room.We walked up to the third deck, the top of the boat, arms around each other, standing at the guardrail watching the beautiful shore go past as the powerful engine pushed us back down the river. We walked from one side to the other, first the Washington side, then Oregon. Like I said, it all looks so different and beautiful from the river, like the freeway on the Oregon side at that.