She realized with terror that she was comparing Jason to Devlin."I'm sorry. What were you saying?" I just asked you where you are from"."London", she ...eplied tersely. Although she liked Jason she had no intention of discussing everything with him."But your accent is not British!", he exclaimed surprised."I know"."What about your parents? Do they still live there?", he insisted."They used to"."My dear Jennifer", he said touching her for the first time, "you should know that I really like. She feels loved, in every sense of the word. Robyn pets her hair. Every touch and caress seems only to intensify the feeling of rightness Susannah feels. It’s like she’s fitting perfectly into every space Robyn leaves for her, joining with her in rapturous communion. ‘You love being in this safe space, pretty girl. You love to let go, you love to let the oxytocin do its work and make you feel all warm and peaceful and happy in my arms. You can feel that right now, feel your brain pumping you. Bahut bada lund hai tumhara. Nanda boli are dhire ce bolo varna pushpa jag jayengi . Baldev bola aane do na use bhi …….. Mai use bhi chod dalunga. Ek na ek din use bhi chodna hi hai na.Ye sunkar pushpa ekdam garam ho gayi. Aaj ke pahale pushpa ne apne bare me kisi se is taraha aisi baat nahi suni thi. O sidhe ghar me chali gayi aur sone lagi . Magar pushpa ko neend nahi aa rahi thi bar bar usi baldev ki baat yaad aa rahi thi. Kaisa hoga uska lund , kaisa dikhta hoga . Kaise leti hogi dono. Have changed, more than looks." I say softly but, am still suspicious, I can't help it. My life was turned into a living hell because I dared to care about this man."I am what I should have been had I taken a different path. It is allowed." Vashe sounds so sad and yet ... I wander what he is really trying to do."And what of me?" I had to ask."You are as you have always been, the balance. You walk a tight wire. Or I should say weave a tight wire." He informs me."Thanks." I can't help being.