I still do think that I loved him in a way, but nothing like how I love you. I do believe that I loved him like a brother, but not having a brother, I...never did realise it. And I hate what he made me do that night."I think that touched a raw nerve, in me. Susan just insinuated that Gordon had somehow forced her to have sex with him the day I had caught them together. That would have been rape and from what I'd seen there was no way Susan was being raped that day. Although there was something. With one quick poke my finger was all the way inside my ass. It was extremely uncomfortable and my first instinct was to pull out but I stuck with it. I started moving my finger inside and feeling around. That’s when I discovered the spot that changed my life. I didn't know what I had just touched but a warm feeling just went over me and my cock stood at attention. I just couldn't stop rubbing that special spot in my ass because it felt so good! I was still looking in the mirror, through my. But before the date, I had already scheduled an appointment with my regular masseur down the street. Masu ran a one-person clinic and only had a select clientele. No walk-ins, only by referral. Fortunately, a co-worker introduced me to Masu the other year and I’ve been a steady customer since. His magical fingers did wonders to the human body. I was feeling horny, so I thought I would treat him to a special experience for a change. Masu was in his early 30s, muscular, and good-looking–but he. He was apologetic because he didn't get me anything.I told him it was not that kind of surprise.I stood and started stripping and told him to do the same.After we were naked I told him to sit in the chair.I got down on my knees in front of him in between his legs.His cock was still a little soft."The surprise is I am going to suck your cock until you cum in my mouth but I am going to do it without touching your cock with my hands"I said.He said" you can't keep your hands off my cock ,I know you.