I know I’ve gotten his attention.‘Here’s your suit, handsome!’ and I toss him his. He offers no argument and strips immediately. 9 years plus,...and he still thrills me. His chest hair’s going iron grey, and his goatee and mustache are almost all grey, but he still thrills me like no other man could. Closing in on 50, he could let himself go, but 40 sit ups and 40 pushups a morning plus regular bike riding keep him looking good. Plus, my suit or lack thereof seems to have contributed to his. That is where I am attending. We could live together in Mrs. Blair’s home. I will be staying there during college.’ The thought of being with Greg was what she wanted more than anything in the world. ‘How would Mrs. Blair feel about that?’ Greg picked up his phone and called Mrs. Blair. When she answered Greg asked, ‘How would you feel about Tammy staying with me in your home in Malibu if she went to Pepperdine for her doctorate in Business?’ ‘I cannot think of anything that would make me. I wondered if he thought I liked being girlish, ifmaybe he thought I was gay or something. It made me feel more self-conscious."It's just that it's so weird." I tried to explain, "The little girlpart of the change I think is what made me cope with just being in thisbody and having to wear these clothes. I'm not so sure I CAN copewithout it." Do you think you would be better if you still had that, you know, girlpart of the thing in place?" he asked, seeming like he had something inmind."I. Mrs. Johnson in 1GA had her time cut back on her too, and she was trying to raise three small children by herself. And then there was the young couple in 11B, the Wilcoxes—although their problem was that they were barely making it with both of them working and now she was pregnant and would be off for a while and then maybe couldn’t go back full time. And that Jim Wilcox was so busy helping at the food bank, he was pretty worn out with the paying job he had on top of that. Yep, times were.