That was the last explanation I would have ever dreamed of.I guess it was somewhat admirable of Jake to consider my role in all this. But it's hard to...think of the man who has been banging your wife asadmirable. "Well, you should have told me all of this sooner," was thebest I could respond with."You're right," Sarah said. "If you'd like, I'd be happy to try to make itup to you. Upstairs." She was smiling at me even as tears were stillclinging to her cheeks. She took my hand and led me up. ..... do you ever wonder how different your life would be if you just went with the flow once in a while?I'd been subtly watching her watch me for about ten minutes. I did wonder if she thought I was some kind of shoplifter, but then everybody in Sainsbury's is under suspicion until they've paid for their shopping. God these queues are bloody long. Every time I looked at her she stopped looking and looked away. Two aisles away from me and I could still make out that her nipples were getting. . The file doesn't say why. I must have done something brilliant to earn it."During this time, you and I end up getting married, Andrea." You're kidding," she exclaimed. "Do we have any kids?" Two girls; there is no other information about them in these files."We are evidently happy. Our marriage lasted seventeen years, until you suddenly collapse and die, from a venous malformation in the brain. You were born with it, and was completely undetectable at the time."I evidently never got over you,. " No need to say anything. Let's put it aside for now and focus ondinner. Ok?" Ok"---The wife is an excellent cook so dinner was a welcome diversion. Wemanaged to keep the conversation rolling with the aid of a great mealand a fine bottle of wine. When we were done, I started cleaning up. Notthat I didn't normally do this, but this time I did it more to avoid thecoming discussion. The wife had disappearedAs I clicked off the lights to the kitchen, she reappeared from thebedroom."Ready?" Ready?.