"Yes. No. I don't know." If it wasn't for this, would you still love me?"A moment's silence."Yes," she admitted as she slumped into my shoulder and be...an to cry."I can take care of that," I said."You'll stop doing this?" she sobbed.I explained about how I began listening to these feminization files as alark and how I began dressing. I admitted that I not only enjoy it butwas becoming very aroused while doing it.I placed her hand on my crotch.She gasped. "O my God! You're a rock down there."I. .. badpublicity for both of them.Guess things change though.In just the last six months, everything had started falling apart forJimmy Fabian. His last record had flopped -- a commercial and criticalfailure. He'd always been a heavy drinker and casual drug user, but thesedays ... well, Joanne couldn't remember the last time she'd seen himsober. Morning, noon, night, weekdays and weekends, Jimmy was perpetuallysloshed and/or stoned. And angry ... always very angry.Once upon a time, he burned. She takes ages to complete a given task. She lived nearby so she used to visit our house often .Once I asked her to bunk her college so that we can go for a drive which she agreed .I took her to hills for a long drive .We discussed all the possibilities for her good life and career. It was a fun filled Day for both of us.For Few Weeks life was normal and suddenly she called and told that there was some issue in college and she wanted my help. I called her on Saturday she told that she wanted to. The turned around and said, morning sleeping head before turning back around. My mom Megan put down a plate of pancakes at the table for me. I sat down and reminded myself, act normal, don’t be weird. I responded to Christa, morning and thanked my mom for breakfast. I ate my food and then retreated to the bathroom to shower and get ready for the day.The first half of the day I had virtual classes, Christa was in her room doing the same. Today I didn’t know whether to expect her to drop in.