That's it. It felt safe. Despite the way I was feeling that night the 'safeness' gradually broke down my barriers and I felt like I could be honest, j...st so long as he held me. "Well...I guess I do know, it's silly really, I'm just feeling a bit.....well a bit lonely, not like I'm alone obviously, I know you and them..." (parents) "are here but I mean like the kind of alone where....like...." "You want a boyfriend?" He summed up what I'd been trying to blurt out with ease. "Yea, I guess,. He liked Basques and stockings were a must,” Jack told her. “He also suggested a new dress and shoes as well. He wanted her wearing everything new and to be dressed up especially for him”“He sure knows how to rub it in doesn’t he?” Helen commented.Jack smiled. “There were other things he requested as well.”Her eyes widened.“He also wanted me to help her bathe and dress her for her date with him.”“Bloody hell!”“Yes,” Jack replied. “Ben knows how to play a cuckold.”“I take it that you did as he. "Ican't understand what I did, let alone how I did it...but deep down,somewhere inside of me, I found a strange sense of enjoyment from whathappened!"He looked down at the hide. "I know I'm a big guy and all,but...uh...please tell me that I didn't hurt you too much."I could feel my face grow warm; I was sure that it was red. "No -nothing happened that was unpleasant."He nodded and rubbed his large hand over his beard. "It isn't going tobug you that you could be stuck with an 'old fart' like. One time Mary made a comment thatmade me smile, "You sound so much like me, I would not be surprised ifyou are wearing my clothing and living my life." And then fell intouncontrolled laughter. If they only knew.In the second week of the third month three very significant thingshappened that sealed my life for the future. My daughter and sister werestill in London and both doing very well. Yes, over the last few weeksreferring to myself as her mother had a big impact on how I thought. Iknow.