Jessup would leave the shower curtain open, maybe to be cooler, or maybe because she knew I was always watching. My cock seemed to get bigger every ti...e I jerked off. That was fine with me, I loved my dick. Sometimes, I would wake early to wait for her to get up. On those wonderful mornings when I got up early enough I could peek through the window of the bathroom from the space between our houses or from the back porch window that overlooked her bathroom. Then, because it was so hot in the. "Geeze, I hadn't noticed!"We both broke up laughing."It's just that I didn't know how late it was. You know me when I write and I'm working an idea. I went for several hours earlier and then I went up to shower and then came back down. I had no idea what time it was." It's okay Tony, really. No wonder Mom nicknamed you Nudie!"I stretched and turned away from her. I could tell she was looking at me, though."Well, I'll go put on some clothes." You mean those tiny thin shorts you wear?" Hey, I'm. Yes I know that Mason has a pool and that I swim naked there but he likes to take me somewhere where I can be seen by lots of people. The changing rooms at the pool he takes me to are unisex with lots of cubicles and Mason always leaves the door to the cubicle open so that anyone passing by can see me changing; and he insists that I stand around totally naked while I sort everything out.The pool has slides and a wave machine and we have great fun. Mason keeps me busy so that I don’t have time. I was livid with myself. My fat floppy twat of a cock. I’ve been having this problem for a while. I stopped looking at porn thinking that might help. I’ve also tried to drop the whole Hotwife thing. I suspect that might have something to do with it. My subconscious mind is probably convinced that it’s good if I don’t fuck her because then maybe someone else will. That is not good. I’ve started to realize that the whole Hotwife thing isn’t real. It’s just bullshit peddled by the porn industry..