It was when both of us reached puberty that Pam really caught my attention. She'd been a young schoolmate since second grade and I'd found Pam to be a...very nice girl and a good friend. But when she started experiencing the bodily changes that went along with a young teenage girl entering adolescence, Pam began to show the most amazing changes of all my female friends at school. I remember that Pam was one of the first girls to start obviously growing breasts and that was the most amazing thing. It was hot fevered lust at the highest pitch of greed and need.My daily routine continued as usual and each day that I road the bus he wasn’t there I grew disappointed. I often wondered about him, but as always time took the edge of the heat I had felt. I worked, came home to cook a meal with my new partner and we fucked. I usually ate her taking immense pleasure from pleasing her in any way she desired.The weeks flew by and it just happened one day when I least expected it. A usual Texas. . But all I have been able to think about lately is the way her finger felt as she probed the inside of my ass while her lips were wrapped around my hard cock. What played on my mind even more were the words she said as we drifted off to sleep... What did she mean by wanting to fuck me properly.It was a few weeks later on a Friday morning as I got ready for work that she walked out of the bed room with nothing on but one of my t-shirts. I'm not huge but on her tight body my shirts are quite. Of course I don’t bloody like it, who wants a cane on her arse? So why do I allow it? Because it’s what I am. Oh God, no, I wouldn’t let just anyone cane me or beat me or tie me, only someone I love. As if I could say any of that to anyone. So I told Maggie all was fine, thank you and it was a lovely lunch and I’m sorry about yesterday and it won’t happen again. Home again and this time I drank the large gin and tonic I poured when I got home, a little later than usual. I took it to my bathroom.