I knew I was. I got dressed without the bra and then sat down in my chair to do as I was instructed – write my blog about the morning. Writing my b...og about that morning's events drove me wild. I felt better now. I think my brief rest in the car had served me well. I imagined Rick reading it, knowing my deepest inner thoughts about the experience and it made me insane with desire again. I was getting used to being horny on a near-constant basis; it consumed my every thought. Every move I made. She stared into his lust bloated face and she realized what he said was true. There was nothing she could do about it. He was physically stronger and much tougher. He would take her apart if she made a mistake."I don't want you to hurt me," she said."I'm not going to hurt you, baby," he said. "I'm going to make you happy."He bent down and kissed her softly on the lips, and she couldn't help jerking her mouth away. She felt sick. She turned away but not before he could see the revulsion on her. Huge black males…Anita was smiling; but she looked a bit fuzzy. Her curly blonde hair looked like a real mess and I noticed she was not wearing the dark shiny pantyhose she had on when she left the room before… “Hi, honey… I am continuing the party here, with my new guys…”My wife murmured, as she stumbled a bit, almost falling to the floor.One of the black guys held her by the waist, as she smiled silly…The other guys came to me and introduced themselves as Leroy and Will.The one holding my. The feelings I have for you are different than I have when I am with Jack. I feel a pull to you. I saw you over the summer at the lake. You were skinny dipping and I thought you were gorgeous. At the time, I didn’t understand my attraction to you. Then you showed up at school and we’ve started to spent time together it has just strengthened my attraction. I don’t know what I’m doing if I’m gay or straight or bi. I just know that I want to kiss you again right now.” After my confession, I pulled.