Without hesitation, I unbuckle my pants pull them down and whip my dick out. She grabs it and begins to stroke it kissing me on the neck telling me I ...ave a nice big cock. And then it finally happened she goes down on me and sucked me off like I was somebody. The fact that she was trans was in the back of my mind but it felt no different and wow she has amazing head giving skills. Now, I'm turned on like really turned on. Fact is Guys get two types of an erection: there's Hard-Ons and then. 'God,' Cleo groanedwhen she saw the tears, 'she's as emotional as you, Mel.''And what is wrong with that?' Mel snapped, coming over to hugme.The conversation flowed more easily after that, talking aboutmusic, Heather's wedding and other small pieces. 'Liz,' Mandysaid gently, 'before we leave here, you should tell us whathappened in Europe so we understand and can protect you.''Good idea,' Cleo said and so I did.'So the bloke who owns this place basically saved your life?'Mandy asked.'I don't. Steffi had said during the meal that she wasn't going to be dancing a lot so Mike could keep Jan happy if I didn't want to dance."Sounds good to me." I said while Jan just beamed. And so the evening had gone, Steffi and I dancing some of the slower dances and leaving the faster ones to Mike and Jan.They walked back to the table as there was a short break in the music. Mike went off to the bathroom as Jan sat down for a little bit of a rest."Steffi, thank you for loaning me Mike for the evening.. I awoke with a feeling of disappointment inside me. I was aware of my surroundings as wrong, in error, and felt that if I waited a second or two, they would turn into the correct ones.They remained the same.I lay in bed thinking what had started out as a good prospect of companionship had been demolished by my own fear of commitment. I had to be myself, fears and all, in spite of what happened. That was the way it had always been with me.I got up out of bed and walked over to the clothes.