?NO, what do you mean???Well, like you, I have been married about 10 years, I really love ?J? and we have an amazing life together. However, I am a re...tless soul. I crave excitement, and some danger turns me on. I started by dressing slutty and going to the mall alone, to walk around, so everyone could see me. Every time I went, I made sure to wear more and more daring outfits. It really got my panties wet a few times. Then, I started to do internet cyber- sex with guys; that was really fun. Our swinging friend called me one day and was having a party. I told her we could not come because I was not on the pill. She had great parties without condoms. She told me that we had to come and all I had to do if I did not want to bring my own condoms was to have the men pull out-she called it "doin the money shot". I had not had any strange and wanted some so I told we would be there. We showed up and st arted to mingle and drink. After about thirty minutes my husband and I undressed and. I drink. I don't finish because it's not juice. I want juice! Igo and get some toys and play with them.Mommy comes. Mommy is dressed in go-away clothes.I see another big person. Mommy calls her Bree-ana. I'm scared of her.Mommy says something. I think Mommy is going to go away. I cry and holdonto Mommy's leg.Mommy picks me up and puts me on the floor. Mommy talks in a nice voice.Mommy says bye-bye.I scream and cry. I say, "No!"Mommy puts a soother in my mouth. I want to tell Mommy "No!" but I. I looked at her face and she returned my gaze with a look of adoration. She said, "Thanks, baby for making me feel so wonderful." You're so welcome pretty lady," I said and added, "Remember, I intend to continue making love to you all night long."Wendy sat up and put her hands back for support. "I'm ready whenever you are," she said. She looked around the room and asked, "How about the rest of you. Do you think you can give Bill a hand here?" I was hoping you would ask that," said Jim."You.