Benjamin and I spent almost every waking moment together, and he continued to bring endless joy, as did my ladies and friends. The weather was great, ...nd Brian came home for a short break, which pleased us all, but Beth Ann was most grateful to have her baby back. We took the houseboat out, bar-b-qued on the top deck, played on the jet skis, and had a marvelous time.When the "G" left to take Brian home, we all missed his energy, happy-go-lucky personality, and playfulness. Beth Ann rode back. " You're making me hot, Lori. We'd better quit talking about these hottie men or we'll both be so worked up we'll have to do something to get relief," Honey said."Like what, Honey?" Lori asked. "What can we do without the guys being here to fuck us?" Are you serious?" Honey asked as she looked at her girlfriend. "You've never gotten off whenever you've been horny without having a man around?"Honey leaned over close to Lori and gently kissed her girlfriend's soft moist lips."What was that,. I was aroused by her frank honesty, but also feeling unnerved by the reality of it all. What would it mean for us going forward?Julie sat up from her chair. "I'm thirsty Mike. Do you want a drink or something? I'll be right back." I lay there with my eyes closed thinking through all the things I never knew about my wife. Our four month romance and running off to be married in Las Vegas hadn't given us time to even consider all those chapters from the past. It hadn't given me time to meet Dick. ”“You will. It’s less than a page.”June 26I’ve been back in England for a little over a week and its murder! I miss him so much I cry myself to sleep each evening. I phone him twice a day, despite that I hate being apart from my dearest boy. If only I could trust someone to dispose of the house for me - one more problem of being alone.The estate agent has lined up eight prospects and I’ve scrubbed the house from top to bottom, inside and out, so everything’s out of my control now. Wheel on the.