"Never heerd tell." How's the bug population?" I asked.He laughed, clapped me on the back, and I drained my glass and mounted the stairs. There was a ...urprise waiting in my bed."Mama's sound asleep," she whispered when I sat down beside her and raked back her fine hair. "She sleeps like a stone generally." That so?" I said, pulling off my boots. "And what was it you had in mind?" Rogering," she said clearly. "Boy I was going to wed ran off. I haven't been with a man for nearly a year." You. Nadeem- chal khol deta hnu isse par tere se jo bolnu ga woo tere ko karna pade ga bol manjoor hai.Mere pass or koi dusra chara nahi tha hnala kii mere ko nahi malum tha kii woo mere se kya bole ga or kya karne ko kahega par fir bhi mane hnaa mai aapna sir hilaa diya ,merii bhan aabhi bhi bistar pe nangii hii padi huii thi uskii aankhe nam thi or uskii inn nam aankho ko dhek ke mere kothoda sukun mil rha tha. Nadeem nai merii lulli pe bhandi dori khol dii mere ko bada aram mila par dard abhi bhi. They put a dog belt in collar and start moving and I was ordered to move like a dog, Sanvi was hitting a whip on my back. They took me to the toilet, the moment before I understnd something I have to lay down on toilet floor and Sanvi was standing above my face with her legs wide open and immediately she start pissing. OMG! A hot shower was on my face, I bend my face a little so that it will go side but failed as Sakshi was holding my head very tightly. She pisses around a litre , some goes. He never loved me… I was merely convenient… I can’t believe that I cut my hair short for him and agreeing to that stupid pixie cut! I hate my hair short and I hated that haircut, I looked like a boy. There I go again making excuses…I did it because he was handsome, and not just handsome, he was drop dead gorgeous and I wanted him and the things that his money could buy…I can’t believe that I was so shallow then. I will never cut my hair that short again…. except for my Richard and he wouldn’t.