I, on the other hand, am IN love with you, and have been since the first day I met you. Nothing is ever going to change that. But I knew the score. Yo... let me help you when you needed it the most, and then, very gently rebuffed what you know we both want because, at least in part, you know I’m in love with you.“There are plenty of girls here who would love to have you, and could handle a one-off night of unbridled passion; Penny isn’t one of them. I know you know that, and I totally understand. If Kate showed any resentment in Fay's obvious pursuit of Tony she did not make it obvious and welcomed Fay with open arms...Tony had in the past few days received notification of the presentation of his medal by the King at Buckingham Palace, after much thought; he had elected to take Joan as his partner. He had made it clear to everyone that Joan's husband and his father had been killed at the same time, and he thought she should at least have this moment of glory as a remembrance to Alan.. You start to lose track of time as you lie there helpless. You try to struggle but to no avail. You lose track of time & after what feels like hours but may only have been minutes you hear the door open. Some form of cold lotion pours onto your buttocks & my hands gently start to massage it into the soft skin. You start to relax & your body goes limp but it is short-lived as suddenly the full force of my hand hits you, harder & harder as you wriggle against your bonds. Your cheeks start to glow. I realized I’d been staring at her, mouth half open, as I thought through what to say, or at least wishing someone else had told her. I opened my mouth the rest of the way to just jump into it when she cut me off.“What? I’m here, and they wouldn’t say what you want, so spit it out.” she was definitely still blaming me, and was still angry.“We do have new info on Josh. We found a new video showing more of what happened. Not enough to be able to track him down, but enough to know he went with.