Then she hooks up with Carynne, and it turns out I'm the one who's jealous!" You are?" Yes," Amanda said, almost angrily wiping away another tear that...ran down her cheek. "It's funny, when Carynne was in love with Kelsey while Kel and I were together, I thought it was so cute! I just loved that about her, that she couldn't resist Kel any more than I could. And I got to be all noble about it too: 'Oh, no, I don't mind Carynne being in love with my girlfriend!' I'd say, and I'd feel all proud too. And I have done some girl stuff as well. Daddy made Penny and me do it lately. After we ran, we didn’t anymore, but Kitten showed me how to do it better. That was fun.“Look, I’m not stupid. You want to put me on camera doing stuff. You will have someone ‘try me out’ on a casting couch. Maybe you will even do it to me. Okay. I can deal. I need money and a place for us to stay. I’m legal. I even have my CAP Card to prove that I’m fifteen. I know that I could end up having to walk the streets,. All the tension she felt all day slowly bled from her body. The looks at school, while they were getting less and less, were still aggravating. Her guidance counselor kept trying to set her up an appointment, which was even more annoying. A few of her teachers were still solicitous but were getting used to her pretty much ignoring it. None of them realized how she felt or why she felt the way she did.Here she could put it all aside. As she relaxed her chaotic thoughts settled and brought her. .. send jessica to school and apply a 3 day leave from work. An hour passed and it was time to send jessica to camp. Kara gave her a big hug and bid her goodbye. I winked at kara and sent jessica by our car. That wink means that it was time for kara to be prepared. An hour later, i dropped off jessica and applied my 3 day leave. I was on my way home in the car. I bought a little blind patch on the way for the upcoming surprise. I sneakly parked my car and entered the house. Our house was.