I'm straight. Everyone always assumes drag queens are gay. Some are, some aren't. I am most definitely not. It is hard to explain why I do this," I sa... running my hands over my dress. "And I don't want to be a woman. There is no gender identity thing going on with me either." I want to know all about it," she says, her eyes pleading with me."I will tell you - later. Right now, I have another set. Will you stay and watch?" I wouldn't miss it for the world, Jason," she says smiling. Rising up on. Why can he do that? The conversation started like this and after few hours of conversation, she said, that she likes me a lot and not sure how to say that as unable to express in words. Suddenly she caught my hand and said, she loves me and wanted me badly to stand next to her when she is lonely. I was nervous and dunno what to say and left home without uttering a word. Later she messaged me and asked, why I left and need an answer to what she asked. I dunno what to said and asked her time. Charlie Burnes, an old friend from Brighton who had been packed off to Eton after my ascension was not so lucky. He was still in full Eton dress when I approached him.“Charlie,” I clapped him on the shoulder, “we’ve just got to get you out of that bloody school.”“I’ll say. Freddie, this is Diana, the Earl of Hardington’s sister.”“Pleasure to meet you.” I bowed and she curtsied. I noticed that she would have had a lovely figure if it weren’t encased in modern fashion, and I asked her to dance.. If she wants to think she is, it's all right with me." It makes a big difference to her. In her mind, this is all some polygamous relationship, and all the other X's are her sister wives. She doesn't see it as a competition that all of the other X's have already lost to Joyce." I don't see it that way either, Emily. Joyce told me the same thing that Brenda told you. She said all the X's were one wife to me. I thought she meant that all of you loved me like a wife would, not that she thought of.