I use that moment, to sharply take one of your legs, and turn you over, exposing your behind to me as you let out a surprised whimper. Your reflex for...es you to try and sit up, but my left hand is pressed firmly on your lower back, pinning you down while my other hand starts pulling away at your loose trousers. Revealing your soft cheeksand lace underwear that remained the only barrier between me and the wetness forming on your slit. I don’t bother to remove your trousers fully, choosing to. I was again very nervous and a little disappointed he wasn't dressed. He explained that he had to be very careful. He was married and his wife did not know about his crossdressing. He was also too afraid to step out in public as Samantha. We continued chatting and drinking a few beers to settle the nerves. Finally I said that I was very tired after my early morning and long trip. To my relief he asked if I was ready to meet Samantha. I beamed "Yes" and he asked me to follow him to his room.. Master slapped my bottom as we were leaving and told me to curtsy the next time I interacted with others. He also told me to smile more and seem less intimidating.It wasn’t easy for me. I usually hate people. I especially hate talking to them. Yet I have one of those faces that make people want to come up and talk to me. Even though I typically tell them to fuck off, sometimes they still keep telling me their story or trying to make small talk. I hate it, but it is something I agreed to work. All the sad mess you have both put yourselves into.”“Adriana, I don’t know what to say. I’ve been avoiding relationships for years. Now that I am in one that I enjoy with a person I love, I find that I am afraid to make it permanent. I’m afraid that if I do it will change and become less exciting. I need the excitement. I know that sounds sick, but that is who I have become.”“You don’t think that Pam can provide you the excitement you need?”“Well… she does. But will it last?”“Chris, you’re a.