. ooohh ... cum! Ppplllleeease stop." I groaned. I pulled on Penny's arm, trying to remove it from my pants. She pulled her hand away.Penny whispered,..."I want to be with you, Kyle, please?" I'm sorry, honey. I'm too tired. Football practice wiped me out today. Let's just watch the rest of the movie." OK, Kyle," Penny said. She sighed and snuggled up against me again. We quietly watched the rest of movie.When it was over, I asked, "Do you want to go out for pizza and a movie on Saturday. I considered taking one of the X pills tucked away in purse but decided against it. The pot was bad enough, I had to stay strong and not turn to hard drugs again. Regardless of the outcome of his decision I had to get my life back on track. I was being level headed enough to realize there was more than a marriage at stake, I had children to care for. They deserved a mom that had her shit together, so that was my goal.Late the next night after our lunch date he texted me.- I miss you Those three. Mothers always love their children very muchso I asked her to talk to her Son on my behalf. I figured He wouldlisten to her better than He would listen to me. Then I went and prayedto God and His Son Jesus. I asked them for their protection. To thankthem I sang them a song and it was then I learned how to go within. Iwasn't taught or anything I just knew how to do it. I sang the 'OurFather' prayer and then to thank Mother Mary I sang her the 'Hail Mary'prayer. Ever since then I always go within. His grin tells me he likely has relatives in the hotel trade."Hop in ladies I know just the place!"To be fair when he drops us off at "The Taj Mahal" it turns out to be a small but clean and acceptable looking place. There's a young Asian girl at reception, small, dusky, and way attractive, in a midnight blue sari and heavy horn rimmed specs. At any other time, as horny as I am now, I'd consider vaulting the desk and having her on the floor but with this white hot Michelle by my side I resist.