” After a moment or two, she added, “ I’ve had a few dreams about you.” “Me?” “Mmm hmm. You wouldn’t believe how embarrassed I was the...first time. The second time, though… I’ve gone through a few batteries. The real thing was so much better.” “Same here.” “So, you’ve done it thinking about me?” “Yeah.” She shivered. “Ooo, that makes me tingle. I’d love to watch sometime. The thought of it gets me so hot, but I don’t know if I’d be able to let you finish on your own.” “I could live with that.”. The night in her apartment in Shenzhen. How she had surrendered socompletely to herself. How she had let her body define who she was anddrive her headlong into embracing being nothing more than someone whowas focused on that one narrow slice of what being a woman was. Eventhough she had talked with Dr. Warren about this months ago, tonightthat feeling came back to her.She thought about herself and how she had already slipped into asubmissive position with Derek. Since she had become too large. He sighed, and waited in bed for another five minutes.He slowly crawled out of bed, put on his clothes, and then stepped outside his room.He was hoping the person who spoke to Carrie would have gone back to her room or downstairs by now.But, no.Thea was still standing in the hallway, arms folded.He looked down at the ground for a moment, then moved his eyes back upwards towards his little sister.Thea stared at him for a moment, with a clear look of disapproval.She shrugged her shoulders, then. ..My Ashley seemed somewhat distracted as we prepared to leave for our day’s outing. She had spent extra time last night making sure her beautiful dark-brown, waist-length hair was set to perfection; her outfit was finally laid out after an hour of trying on everything in her play-clothes closet. Last night she had been so very attentive to all my desires. We made soft, loving, passionate love for hours, something that we hardly ever did anymore. Our time together had transformed into wham-bam,.