. want to come back. You know," she looked down, embarrassed.Shavon reached over herself and fastened the deadbolt lock. She pulled Laura into her arm... and kissed her with shocking passion."The only question is," she whispered, "can we make it to the bedroom."Without speaking, Laura took her hand and they walked to her bedroom. Then they kissed again, more voraciously than the first time. They began unbuttoning buttons, unzipping zippers."Don't rip my clothes," Shavon half-giggled. "I'll have. Sharat need not know about this as I will show your bonus amount as some expense.”She looked at me with gratitude.This incident created a soft corner in Pallavi for me. She started talking to me in a friendly way. One Saturday, I asked her, “Why you are not taking Sharat’s offer? You can have good sex and earn more salary.”She cringed at the word ‘sex’. “I don’t like sex,” she said sharply.“Why?”She hesitated a moment as if deciding whether to carry forward this conversation or not. Then said,. I’ll order a catheter inserted in her.’ The doctor and I left the room. He went to the nurse’s station, I to the elevators and my waiting car. The sour smell was still in my nose as we drove away. I had no plans to return to that room, ever. I had divorced her and there was no point to bring up old memories. I did save the pictures and a few other personal things for her. They were put in her room. The rest was just glorified garbage and pitched. ++++++++++++++ My next two weeks in the City. At this stage I did not know how much longer I could last so I got into bed and just could not resist stroking myself.I had never had an organism before so I just felt this sheer ecstasy coming over my body, which I never experienced before. Within a short time I had a dry climax and felt the world move. During all this time I was trembling in case someone came in and caught me. After the climax I felt bizarre as I tough this cannot be normal and quickly stripped and stuffed everything back.