‘Not exactly the answer I was hoping for.’ ‘Does she know about the counselling? The medication?’ ‘Of course not.’ ‘Why not?’ ‘B...cause no one does.’ ‘Why?’ I threw myself down into the chair, ‘because it’s pathetic, it’s weak.’ ‘That’s how I rationalised it too.’ ‘You suffer from depression?’ ‘I did, four years ago. Andrew, don’t lock your self away with this.’ I wasn’t listening to him, I decided, I needed to tell Lucy, even if she wouldn’t forgive me (God knows, I wouldn’t have) I had. I changed my bathing time for my brother to show my body. I want to make him to fuck me hard. One day i am in bathing my brother arrived to home i told him to sit there and i am taking bath. That day i decided to show my body to my brother and to make sex with him. I come out of bath room only with my towel around on my body and went to hall to see him. He not expect me on that dress. I chat with him and do some small cleaning work in that dress. I watched him and my brother had an hard rod no. As I worked my way along the wall, the roof rafters, without the joists to keep them together, began to sag in the middle until with a crash the whole lot collapsed in a cloud of dust into the garage. Juliette emerged from the dust cloud coughing and spluttering and trying to wipe the grime from her face. ‘Don’t rub your eyes.’ ‘But I can’t see.’ ‘If you rub them you’ll make them worse, come with me.’ I led her to the hose tap. I turned it on and ran the water until the heated water in the hose. "We?re going to try someother magic tomorrow, so get a good sleep tonight." Charles-Oscar poppedback in with Bethany, she wobbled for a second. "Whoa I haven?t had thespins since college, how the hell do you guys do that?" Charles smirked."I pretend I am on a roller coaster, the intercontinental ones areworse, and don?t even ask about the ones between the planes, barf bagsare mandatory." It took Dylan a minute to figure out that I was nowshorter than Bethany. ?Well that just shot a big hole in.