I was not happy for myself. I put on a sort of 'happy indifference' — I even helped Jim plan his Christmas present outing for Su ... Oh, God...I lov...d him.But I loved him too much to have him just because ... I don't know, because he pitied me? Because he felt he owed me something? I wanted to be sure he loved me.When Su died, I mourned my friend. But it was much worse watching Jim come apart. I watched him functioning like an automaton, going through the motions of living. I sat with him,. I’ve even started kissing her nipples, though only very gently. I desperately want to suck them, but I daren’t in case I wake her. I know what’s next. I want to cum in her mouth, but that involves kneeling on the bed. I’m worried that might be enough for her to notice. I put my hands on the bed first, right next to her pillow, and gently apply some weight. As the mattress moves her face turns slightly towards me, but that’s just gravity. She’s definitely out cold. Feeling bolder, I get. I struck up a conversation and found out that she actually had four c***dren, three at home and one away. She was a single mother. Lady Dee was 34 yrs of age and I was 39 with three c***dren of my own, a single divorced father. Lady Dee gave me her phone number and we started to talk and shortly thereafter started to date. We dated for about a year and a half and things were great. We took wonderful warm fuck baths by candle light together. She loved to sit on my thick nine inch dick in. Let’s walk to that little Irish pub down the street -- have some rashers or bubble-and-squeak with a pint of Guinness on tap.”Carmen bit her lip. “Okay. I’d like to change my clothes. At least, get out of these jeans.”Chris waited for her in the living room. She approached him wearing a long skirt made of white cotton with lace trim and the same blouse. “You like?” she asked.“You always look just beautiful,” he replied.Carmen picked up her bag and house keys. She locked the door behind them and.