Seated between Sunil & Surya again,I asked them about their program for the day. Surya was silent, but Sunil remarked, “Yes, we have the lunch treat... but before that, being a special day for us, we have chosen a gift for you, Anna. Please close your eyes and accept it”. I objected, “No way, I would only give a gift to both of you, especially to the prospective bridegroom”, but Sunil replied, “No problem. ‘give & take’ policy suits us fine, isn’t it, Suri darling?”. Surya, nodding his head,. She just listened to my words and said dont worry I will be your friend and take care of you, So whenever she comes to terrace she will have a minute talk with me regarding my studies,my food, new environment, Let me mention about her body structure she is wheatish, astonishing size of 36-26-38 ,her husband is marketing manager and having a child,so most of the days in a month her husband will be in tours, Day by day our conversation diversified into various issues,she asked whether did i have. Cape Cod was nice though, dead posh with lots of big fancy houses. We stayed with mum's cousin, they'd got a house so big that we had like three bedrooms to choose from, I got one in the attic, with my own bathroom and everything. And they had this huge garden that had loads of trees in, and a swimming pool, and just across the road was the beach. Anyway you don't want to know about that do you.So right, one day I was on the beach with a couple of cousins, Brad and Jenna, and some of their. I haven’t slept for more than an hour at a time for two months. I’m too scared to leave the house but I’m terrified at being here, too. I can’t live that way.I can’t stop reliving that day.I finally understand how betrayed you felt when the people you cared about let you down. I want to apologize for trivializing your feelings about Susan and Tara. I finally understand your reluctance to have anything to do with them.Please note that I’m not apologizing for pushing you to forgive them. I still.