No eggs today but pancakes are good. I grabbed a bunch with plenty of sausages. Karen put some fruit on my tray in a cup. We grabbed coffees and picke... a table. There were less people this morning than Saturday morning. Right after we sat down and before we started eating, we reached across the table for each other’s hand. I prayed and we said, “amen,” together. We smiled at each other and began to eat. I ate everything on the tray, even the fruit. I felt good and basked in the looks of guys. Maybe we both chicken out....maybe we enjoy our fantasy." I replied. "Just sucking...right?" Stacy said. "I am not sure how far I'd be willing to go....feeling a big black cock inside me might be fun....I don't know....but I do know I would like to try." I replied. "Me too...let's go for it!" Stacy returned.So the next delivery day at work I slipped James a note to call me on my cell, with a little wink on the note. As I was driving home form work my cell rang, I fumbled through my purse to see. "Bastion and the second circle of hell." Something on your mind?" I asked."Just some stuff I've been thinking about but have been afraid to bring it up. I wasn't sure how you would take it." Then what's changed to let you think now is a good time?" I'm stuck. I've been looking for alternatives, and I can't find any. I was going to talk to Allison about it and see if she could help, but obviously I can't do that now, and I don't think it's anything that Lizzy could help with. I don't even think. I've been a city girl long enough to have a sense of caution when it comes to strangers--even on a small island in Maine. I stepped silently from rock to rock, wondering if I'd come upon a picnicking family or a pair of lovers enjoying a few stolen moments alone. I was rather hoping it might be the latter, and my heartbeat quickened at the possibility.I continued carefully along the rocks, almost to the edge of the north beach. I could see most of the beach and I have to admit that I was.