The memory was different now, it was more like I fantasized it to be. I nodded and said, "I see that. I even see yellow here." I reached for her body ...nd slipped my right hand between her arm and torso, resting my fingers on her bra.She wrapped her arms around my neck and pushed her lips tightly to mine. Her mouth opened wide and she pushed her tongue into my mouth, flicking it actively against mine. She broke the kiss and said, "I hoped you'd notice!"Colleen broke out embrace and stepped back.. ”Beth stopped talking and looked into my eyes as she let the information soak in then continued, “this is not reversible, your boobs will never be smaller because you have developed breast tissue, this is not fat that can be reduced through diet or exercise.”I suppose that I should have been shocked that Beth gave this to me without my knowledge. I should have been outraged that one side effect would be permanent. But somehow all of this made sense to me and I was relieved that the side effect. I had often looked for some adult sized disposable nappies ona popular auction site, but was frustrated by the high postage costs.Everything I had acquired to date had been purchased either online or bymail order as I did not have the confidence to buy anything 'face toface' and wanted to maintain by anonymity.I was so surprised when I clicked on one of the items for sale to findthat the location was only a few miles from where I worked that I e-mailed to enquire whether I could collect them. I was enjoying the female attention I was getting; but somewhere I knew that all this was so wrong. I felt like being used. After all, I was 16 and those horny bitches were 18 and wanted to look cool by hanging out with a popular 'senior'.So I promised myself that I would refrain from any sexual activity until I find the love of my life. Mind that, this 'any sexual activity' included jerking my 8.5 inch dick and watching porn as well.So it struck college sluts like a thunder when they learnt of.