In a way the less convincing the crossdresser looked the more I yearned for them. I met my first proper boyfriend who shared my fetish for Lycra and ...ights while I was still at Uni. He was an older work colleague of my friend, Kev. His nickname was Speedy. I fancied him from the first moment I met him on night at Kevs. He had a nice athletic build, small blue eyes and a sexy little smirk which he always seemed to be throwing my way when I was being a bit silly. Kev said while he was a drinking. ”Ignoring the lover comment, for the moment, Hawk replied, “You do realize I’m just learning what love is. I barely remember my mother. I now realize my father loved me - in his own way. The problem is it wasn’t demonstrated in a physical or emotional manner. I thought I was in love with my ex-wife, but look at the betrayal I received there. I honestly think if it hadn’t been for ‘Jumbo, ‘ I’d never have had any idea what love was.”“Who is Jumbo?”“He was my friend in prison. He died trying to. ' I felt the couch move as 2 guys sat either side of me, their hands slid up my thighs, across my belly and fondled my breasts. Then I could feel their mouths as they started to suck on my nipples. I was in heaven, laying back enjoying the sensations moving through my body. I then felt someone between my legs. I opened my eyes and saw a naked young man with his cock in his hand.It was bigger than Patrick's cock, much bigger and I felt a slight twinge of fear but that only served to make me feel. I also pulled one of the new MP5's two additional thirty round magazines and a canister of a hundred rounds.When I came back into the hallway, Bobby asked, "A little overkill, don't you think?"I grunted and added, "Think about the last few days, then say that again."We went out to the garage, set all of the alarms, and got into the car, with me riding in the back seat and raised the door. Bobby used her radio to check with the two Marshals in the car at the curb. They said all clear and that.