My shakes and shuddering shivers give humor and make the ole woman laugh with glee thinking I am terrified and in great pain. Oh but she is so very wr...ng, as I relish this wonderful transformation. My life has up until then had seen many of my accomplishments dashed to pieces by those who I trusted. This metamorphosis is to me a deliverance from what was becoming a worthless existence, now changed, revitalized, invigorated, granting me the wildest feelings of arousal, I cannot begin to describe. ..'', he pleaded leading me to his car. ''Where is Billy?'' I asked with a false calmness.''I'm sorry to have to tell you this but I'm afraid he is dead Miss,'' the officer told me. I fell to my knees sobbing, holding my belly, rocking back and forth. ''Please, Miss. Let me take you home.'' He knelt down hugging me to try and console me.''My name is Jessica. And I want to see my fiancé. Now!'' I told him with anger. ''No, not right now Jessica. I will take you home and once the coroner has. When I was 13, I was old enough to babysit when my parents went out for a drink on a Saturday night. One night I got the urge to spy on my sisters while she slept. When my parents left the house I always took off my clothes after my sis went to bed. My sister was about 11 I suppose and I wanted to see her vagina. I had never seen one and I was a very sexually curious boy. I decided to get a flashlight and creep in to her room as she slept. At the foot of her bed I pulled up the covers and stuck. I saw my legs, and immediatelythought that I needed to shave. What a foreign thought.I pulled off my robe and my panties, not looking down to my crotch justyet. It was easier to just step into the shower and begin to clean up. Reacting on instinct, I surprised myself numerous times with how naturalthe process felt - washing this new body, wetting my long hair,shampooing and conditioning it with a product that smelled likeflowers. The feelings in my body were definitely more acute, and.