I would never hold it over her again, and would give her back her signed release form. She wanted to know what the things were. I explained to her, I...think the excitement of not knowing is part of the fun of being under someone else’s control. But there will be several men maybe 4 but it could be 6 or more men, and just the 3 of you. She protested, she could never fuck 4 men or even 2 at a time, she had only been with 5 guys in her life, and 3 of those had been boyfriends, of the other 2, one. Quite often I’d wake in the middle of the night as she climbed into my bed, seeking the physical comfort of cuddling up to me, but that lessened as she became happier in herself. Within the year, she’d pretty much come to think of Missouri as ‘home’.She got the usual childhood illnesses, but whenever that happened, I put her on the couch in my home office, dosed her with Child’s Tylenol to reduce her temperature and discomfort, and carried on working as I cared for her.I never did think of her. "Who was this person that looked so much like Janet? Where was the sunny, affectionate little girl?The baby was born in the middle of August, a lovely little girl."What are you going to call her?" Don't know. You think of a name."I was thirty-four and still living at home with my parents. Between us, we decided on Catherine, though that rapidly became 'Kate'.Erica stuck with breast-feeding Kate for six months, during which we went to Family Court and got papers giving me parental. "I let out a sigh. "We need to get you over this fear you have of me." Oh, I don't fear you, sir. Not any more." But I make you uncomfortable."She nodded guiltily. "I'm sorry, sir." You've never been alone with a man, have you?" Oh no! Every week I'm alone with Father Matthew. I tell him everything in confession."I nodded my head. "I see."I'd like to try something that'll get rid of your nervousness. Would you like that?"Pyx nodded her head, eagerly."It's an exercise in concentration and.