I looked at her and shook my head. She froze in her tracks. ”Stay back,” I warned her.Now panic was gripping my mind. My heart raced as I tried to...figure out what to do. Fighting was the easy part. The warden could sense my panic and he started to stand. I put a little more pressure on his wrist and that ended his efforts. I stood over him for what seemed like an eternity trying to figure out what I should do.”Terry,” Sherie called, ”I have an idea.”I was open to anything at the moment. I. It’s still raining heavily and the storm is picking up the real strength. “I’m going to fuck you now, girl. You’ll be gasping for air, you’ll see…”He kneels behind me and grabs onto the wet strands of hair hanging around my face like a curtain. He pulls my head up, forcing me to look over the valley as another flash of lightning illuminates the dark forests and rocky hills. As I open my mouth to scream, he pushes two long fingers in my mouth. I suck on them obediently.He pulls them out and. At home, Samantha showed up about an hour after we did. She came in and we visited like old friends. I sprung the cancer on her... and she did a marvelous job of showing concern and tenderness. Our talking led her to volunteering to help out. I refused her (planned) until she finally convinced us that we would need her eventually. (Also planned.)John was more accepting of having her with us in these last days than I would have thought. In bed that night I found out the reason why."You surprised. The words special trust and confidence in your Integrity, Prudence and Ability swam before her eyes as uncharacteristic tears distorted her vision. For the first time the full weight of her new appointment bore heavily on her shoulders.There were one or two other people who were formally inducted into their new rôles, and then everyone rose as Maria left the room. An aide signalled to Sharon to remain behind as the others filed out to the anteroom, where some refreshments were laid out."The.